Wow the pressure....

Just to get off my chest and all, you don't need to read this Just a stupid rant about my feelings of my online life.

Yes, it's in English, not Vietnamese even though I suck at both of them equally but somehow my mind flows better when it's in English (yes, I'm that weird)





Just wanna say that.....


I sorta miss old times when I first time joined dA, just wanna have fun, don't give a damn about what other ppl think, about the whole "senpai-kouhai" thing or even popularity thing, anatomy thing, art thief thing, OCs thing....wow so many things ;;;A;;;

When I first joined dA I just want to share my love, my interest, my pics to make friends and adore other's arts without needing anything back and being extremely happy when I get a small "gift" and running like nuts in my room and getting a very weird look from my mom. I wasn't afraid of what ppl thought of me until I realized that many artists I adore felt "BEING USED" and I started wonder whether ppl put me in a black list ;;;;__;;;;

Hahaha maybe I just started to think too negatively recently and I feel pressured by my own thoughts lol

But to be honest to you, if there is actually something about me that you think that I should change then talk about it directly to me! Just admit it, people ain't perfect, and there's certainly something 'bout me that you don't like 8U I mean, it's really better than just keep that dislike inside yourself, right?